so..
life have been sucky. family and also friends. hmm. i dont know what is happening to my life now. everything has changed. ohqyah. and yesterday was the suckiest? hah. it all started from umi. i was at the kitchen, making coffee for myself and did not on the light. abruptly, she so called shout at me asking me to on the light. so, i said softly to her "whats wrong with you want scold me?" and you know what my uncle said? "why are you being rude to your umi?" then im like "she was the one who shouted at me" sigh. then he like cant accept the fact seh.
and so. there he is lecturing me with false assumption. it really hurt me deep within seh. he said im useless, at home also like nothing, never do good things at home(tidying up the house), never do homework at home. im like whathell seh? he didnt even know how much i helped umi with financial matters. i did tidy up my room. and for crying out loud, i did my homework like infront of him always seh!! its rare to find me doing homework inside my room. ergh!! seriously no comment seh.
i cried the whole night from 930 till 1am. heart pain seh. then my eyes swollen like got punched by people. this morning was abit better but i cried again. inside the bus and train. very paiseh. people look at me. crying like one girl lost her sweets. haha. but nehhmind. at least i get to release my sadness. gaha. so yahh. yesterday's matter is still lingering in my head. hmm. so yahh. got nothing more to say. gtg. soing d&t uhh. (:
bye. love you!
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